Neko

wolf week ramblings

5/5/2022 5:46PM

it's rare i end up finding myself busy with events and i cherish having the ability to. usually i am just busy with the tedious upkeep of existing. this past saturday night was, i believe my third return to DEFY NW. it's one of those nights i can't fully recount, it was just a handful of incredible matches. i think if you go on plutotv you can find the stream of it. it was cool, swerve strickland and jon moxley were there. i want to be a wrestler so bad, or invovled in some way. i feel like if i were to get a side job it'd be as a manager character for a wrestler. i think that would be fun, and also i think i would break and die if i took a bump.

my girlfriend and i celebrated our first anniversary yesterday, it was a beautiful night i wont get too into because that's my private life you sick perverts !! but! we got korean food which was really good, we also watched a movie called The Wreslter (2008) and it suuuuuuucked. i dont care if it was a drama i dont care about neglectful fathers trying to right their wrongs only because they almost died. spoilers but also the ending implies he keels over doing his finisher move and im supposed to be like ooooh so epic but stupid fucker deserved it. i wish i could have a breakdown at my grocery store deli job and get to go have an epic heart attack doing what i love in my last hurrah but sorry Randy The Ram Robinson but that scene was NOT DESERVED.

unrelated: i am really enjoying teaching myself page paneling, i wanna do more comic-type stuff, i am trying to learn how to make things flow well, timing, and implications. i have a commission in my queue for a comic page involving magic combat..i hope i get more stuff like this cause honestly this is such an itch i have to scratch. i would make a comic if i was a writer, i feel like i could do general story stuff but im awful at dialogue and i feel like i really only wanna draw =w= i dont like when i have to do other things hahahaha, but having a reason to just keep making pages would be so cool...(just saying if u want a page or 2 of something lemme know heehehe)